BoringSundayturnedouttobeNotSoBoringAfterAll

Woke up today at 3pm cause last night had to work till 430am. Fucking bands...-_-

Was wondering what to do for the day. Dunno if i should go to the gym or watch a movie. Tried calling a few of my friends to see whether they were free to catch a movie. Turns out all of them were busy with work,family or friends or worst..still asleep. So i waited till 530pm for an idea to pop into my head to deal with this problem. I called up faruq who was still in bed to ask him if he wanna catch a movie, and he said can ah but at 6 or 7pm like that. I thought to myself; by that time movie tickets would have been sold out. Den i called up Ferra to see if she wanna go out, and luckily she said can. Finally. "Don't worry honey, dont feel like ure the last resort. Its just I wanna let the others have a fair share of me."

I was about to leave home at around 7pm, and that was when i got a phone call from Faruq and it was about our beloved friend Fauzi. He had a very bad accident yesterday and he is in hospital.

Went to fetch ferra and off we went to NUH.













Upon arriving, I was shocked to see Fauzi looking so weak. He is actually the type that will always recive people with a smile but this time I was greeted with something else. His left arm was like scrapped off. He hit the metal divider while cornering. His arm was wrapped with thick bandages and it had to be supported. From the pictures we saw, it was already very bad. Imagine if he were to really show us. The doctor said he need to go for another operation this Tuesday to have his skin grafted to cover the wound.....yes that bad. Be strong Guardsmen Fauzi and I'll pray for your speedy recovery.

After visiting Fauzi, we went for dinner at "The Cheese Prata Shop" where Fahmi's face got spatted on by Wawan. Lol! Hilarious...

And lastly we went to play L4D2 at parklane. Ferra is sooo good at using the "Charger" where as im very bad at using it. Always ended up charging to a wall and get shot dead after that -_-

So ya..thats my day. NITES!

Life

I feel that life's fucked up for me nowadays. I don't feel alive like I'm missing something. But I can't figure out what.

I must learn to be more patient. "A patient man always gets what he wants".

For Avant Garde Members

The Epic Intro

Our time has come upon to bring the dead to life
Come on and hear my voice
Inhale,exhale now,heart your heartbeat pump
Come on lets take control

We will never fall from grace
We will never fall from grace
The eyes our of the world are upon us
Lets take their breath away

Lyrics by Reed Ridhwan
Performed by Avant Garde


Like People Would Say

Never thought one of my songs could have actually relate to yesterday's event. Glad it happened cause I was running out of ideas to fit into the lyrics. Hah. This is the rough draft of it. The song is about people blinded by the beauty of a person and not being able to realise that they are actually being mistreated. Something like that.. lol


Your eyes,your eyes they shine
And I cannot hide from the light that blinds my life
I am blind
Oh my god I can see through your disguise
What have i done that have led to my demise

Oh why have i become so pathetic and yet you are so beautiful
This may seem like my last request to myself out of this mess

Have mercy.....

Karma will get to you babe
I can't save you cause you're addicted to the fame and wealth

Princess my dear I won't forget how you lied to me
You stepped on me
The stories were true
Opened my eyes to see the truth I see in you

Karma will get to you babe
I can't save you cause you're addicted to the fame and wealth

Your eyes,your eyes they shine
And I cannot hide from the light that blinds my life
I am blind
Oh my god I can see through your disguise
What have i done that have led to my demise
Stop the lies, the bullshit and the crap
Cause I am now coming for you

Lyrics by Reed Ridhwan
Performed by Avant Garde

What Fuck?!

Haha.. Never thought I would start out my own blog. Didnt like the idea of blogging in the first place. But finally decided cause maybe it will help me pen down my thoughts and maybe review it after a year or so, so that I can see what has change and what has not. And also preview to people about my "lyrics talent". Hah. Wth... So ya..this is my very first entry.

First of all. I am abit dissapointed with this girl i just went out with. Never thought she already had somebody. Kinda like her cause of her personality and pretty face (with make up). Shes smart,fun to be with and is a pre-school teacher. I have a fetish for smart people and teachers or nurses. Hah. Never thought a pretty face would be able to entertain little toddlers. Cause most of them would just like 'eurgh' but she doesnt. But the thing is that i am very furious about is that she's attached and she act as if she isn't. So aku apa lagi....kluar ngan dia la. When I asked whether she was seeing someone else she replied " Used to but finding hard to get over him :(" Like errr....Okaaay. But later..i found her blog and there it was. She and her boyfriend. -_- Baru celebrated anniversary pulak tu. Guess the stories about her were true but yet, aku degil sangat tk nk dgr cakap2 org but to see for myself. Ah amek aku! Bang! Pecah hatiku. Lol. Eventhough I only went out with her once, i dunno y the hell im sooooo fond of her. GOD IS PICKING ON ME AGAIN. hahaha. I am so easy to fall for somebody; just like the horoscope thingy said. So watever la...im moving on. Just dont like it when people lie about their lovelife. IDIOT...



So ya...after being so frustrated, went out with Ferra. Went all the way to changi jsut to recap my memories back in tekong. So miss those times =(


Kla..Going to sleep now!!!! Later got work and jamming at studio.