1:57AM

The things that bothers me most of the time shouldn't exist in the first place. I shouldn't think of people who shouldn't be thought of and yet my mind keeps wandering off to it. And it will always lead to creating more problems for myself. When am I going to wake up from this eternal sleep?
When am I going to stop lying to myself? When am I ready to face reality? When am I going to face the fact that I can't always get what I want?

I really miss my long hair. I really do. I miss the way it moves each time I headbang and when the wind blows against it. How i miss playing with it when Im waiting for someone or something. Without it,I feel like my self esteem and pride is gone. Thanks a million NS.


I've gotta stop creating songs about fucked up girls. Gotta create songs about the positive things. Gotta create things that inspires and motivates myself to push on harder.

Updates but I can't think of much

Glad I'm reforming back my old band with some changes to the line up. And the band name is gonna be different. It won't be Hanging By A Thread. However some awesome songs will still be kept. The rest are history. I'll be on keys now;doing what I was meant for since I was 5. However the band still needs a vocalist,a guitarist and a bassist. Anyone up to audition for us?