Sunday, August 22, 2010

1:57AM

The things that bothers me most of the time shouldn't exist in the first place. I shouldn't think of people who shouldn't be thought of and yet my mind keeps wandering off to it. And it will always lead to creating more problems for myself. When am I going to wake up from this eternal sleep?
When am I going to stop lying to myself? When am I ready to face reality? When am I going to face the fact that I can't always get what I want?

I really miss my long hair. I really do. I miss the way it moves each time I headbang and when the wind blows against it. How i miss playing with it when Im waiting for someone or something. Without it,I feel like my self esteem and pride is gone. Thanks a million NS.


I've gotta stop creating songs about fucked up girls. Gotta create songs about the positive things. Gotta create things that inspires and motivates myself to push on harder.