So much for keeping fights to ourselves. Looks like I'm the only one keeping to that Rule. But this time round,I'm just gonna let it out to salvage myself.
Doesnt mean I'm acting like a dick to you is because I WANT to but it's because I NEED to. I don't want to be good to you cause I'm afraid you will take it the wrong way and feel like I'm giving hope to you again.
I really regret the day for getting back with you just because you cried in front of me. You didnt give us time to really recover from our mistakes. And each time when I'm trying to be honest with my feelings,I can't cause I know it'll just make you cry. So how am I to be truthful and honest to you? I have a weakness for people crying infront of me and you've used it against me.
I really had enough of you; your insecurities in the past,you thinking I'm the one who needs adjustment when it has always been you that needs to wake up from your fairytale and your ignorance in repeating the same old dumb mistakes. Eventhough I keep on telling and showing you that I appreciate everything that you have ever done for me,you somehow will make me feel like I'm not doing my best.
I've kept my mouth shut even when I know behind my back you've been tarnishing my reputation. But everything has it's limit and you've crossed the line. So that's why I'm telling the whole world who has only been seeing your side of the story.
Yes I admit I'm a jerk towards you because it's for the best
Yes I love sex,fame and money but which human doesnt?
And hey, Rule #49: Only the good feels guilty.
